[ i am heaven sent, don't you dare forget ]

on how i’ve been feeling about people the past week. i don’t get people. anyone. they cheat, they lie, they always feel sorry for themselves. this is pretty much going to be one big rant.

- cheating. now really? why do it? it’s pointless. if you have to cheat on someone obviously that person can’t be TOO good so why the hell are you with them? so you can have the best of both worlds? no. that’s not how life works. and what really pisses me off is when someone says they love someone and cheat. you can’t love someone and cheat on them. that’s not even possible.

and another thing that pisses me off. people that aren’t dating anyone but have a ‘thing’ with two people then get mad one one of those two people for dating someone else. really though!? no, fuck you. what gives you the damn right to be with two people but one of them can’t be with someone else? that’s fucked upppp.

- liars? yeah. i could go on about this for about an hour. i’ve never trusted a guy until about a month ago. turns out, he’s the biggest liar i’ve ever met. saying the nicest things i’ve ever been told but trying to get back with his ex telling how weird i am and that he doesn’t like me? get fucked. i hate you. you’ve given me every reason to not trust a guy. then you fucking sit there and still tell me you’re in love with me and that you’d do anything for me? probably not. i read the comment you left your ex last fucking week about how you would do anything in the world to be with her and that you will never give up while you’re telling me the same things.

“let’s play this game called when you catch fire, i wouldn’t piss to put you out. stop burning bridges and drive off of them so i can forget about you”

- i can see why people feel sorry for themselves. yeah, i do it, too. but i don’t sit there and make it obvious so the people around me will feel bad for me. that’s ridiculous. i’m not going to feel bad for you if you’re doing it so i will. i hate that. i know you do it on purpose. sometimes i wish you’d just kick me out so i don’t have to put up with all the negitive shit you say.

/rant

i’m not very good at things like this but i thought i’d give it a shot. i mean, what do i have to lose? i guess i’ll talk about myselfeven though the people that are reading this, if anyone, are people i already know. i’m eighteen, i live for music and i live for the moment. i text too much and spend too much time on the internet. although i do many things a christian wouldn’t, i strongly believe in god. if you haven’t noticed already, i don’t use capital letters. i think they’re ugly. i don’t have too much to say about myself. you’ll either love me or hate me. i’m not too sure how much i’ll be on this or updating this or if any of it will make any sense. nothing in my head really makes much sense anyway. i’ll get around to this eventually.